last nights horrible horrible reality strike

Luv2Skydive · Post by **Luv2Skydive** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 8:53 pm

surrealisticpill wrote:
Cuddlebunni wrote:
Killthesmiley wrote:lvoe everyone who have been supportive of this thread and my depressing depressing realization last night.
it was hard for me to get dressed this morning. i looked at all my clothes and thought...."will anything actually fit me." it hurts a lot, like to be a point of ridicule to people and to be a person to harrass. it hurts a lot. so when situations arise (such as the above one with hor)

heh when you read that last part out loud. hor.

wow i leave for a bit and come back to a bunch hostility. One big fat reason why i dont frequent the irc. Nothing but rude meanies in there. The IRC sucks donkey testicles.

We love you kelly.. and I support you no matter what. So do the actual nice caring people on this forum. Keep posting your thoughts, Im serious about keeping us updated.. I sincerely care.

So you ate 8 freakin burgers, who gives a flying f**k... Im sure plenty of us have done some things that we wouldnt dare admit on here.. you had the balls, and for that, I applaud you.
fat people aren't allowed in the IRC anyway. so if you came we'd boot you.

JAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY KAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY
Well in that case, whoever is in your avi should be banned forever........j/k. See, I can say whatever I want and as long as I put "just kidding" it doesn't count, right?

spaciegirlreturn · Post by **spaciegirlreturn** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 9:03 pm

I'd like to say that in youtube land, when Tannhaus thought I was giving his videos bad ratings, he told me that he'd seen my myspace page and called me a fat whale. fyi

MrsCop · Post by **MrsCop** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 9:12 pm

wintermute wrote:
tannhaus wrote:But, I feel for anyone with body issues. It's a terrible thing to go through.
For most of my life, I had the opposite problem.

At any rate, I've seen both sides of the coin... Again, for a guy, it's different. But people can be hurtful to you regardless, so it's all about the support. I feel honored that Kelly feels that she can get some of the support she needs from us

'mute

Nicely put, tannhaus & 'mute. Being underweight's NOT fun, i.e. when I'm at home w/my immediate family, it's not discussed. Extended family? Well, being asked EVERY time I see one of them, "OMG! What do you weigh now??" I SO want a tee-shirt that reads, 'DON'T ASK DON'T TELL.' Or maybe, 'I'm not really a crack whore I just resemble one.'

tannhaus · Post by **tannhaus** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 9:14 pm

spaciegirlreturn wrote:I'd like to say that in youtube land, when Tannhaus thought I was giving his videos bad ratings, he told me that he'd seen my myspace page and called me a fat whale. fyi

Spacie, anybody that does not realize you're a worthless lying sack of shit that twists anything she can to prove her point and if she can't twist it, she just lies about it...well, they're not worth the effort to have as friends.

So say what you will... I'm not playing along with your childishness

spaciegirlreturn · Post by **spaciegirlreturn** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 9:17 pm

Yeah...cause I really benefit from making that up.
-edit- it's just funny.

Post by **wintermute** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 9:19 pm

MrsCop wrote:Nicely put, tannhaus & 'mute. Being underweight's NOT fun, i.e. when I'm at home w/my immediate family, it's not discussed. Extended family? Well, being asked EVERY time I see one of them, "OMG! What do you weigh now??" I SO want a tee-shirt that reads, 'DON'T ASK DON'T TELL.' Or maybe, 'I'm not really a crack whore I just resemble one.'

Yeah... It's no fun being asked if you have AIDS because you're too thin... By someone who now says "My God you're FAT!" every time they see me... So, I guess I'll have AIDS again when I lose the extra weight

%diety% bless my wife's granny, though... She's up there in years, so I try to ignore it... Still hurtful though...

'mute

MrsCop · Post by **MrsCop** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 9:24 pm

wintermute wrote:
MrsCop wrote:Nicely put, tannhaus & 'mute. Being underweight's NOT fun, i.e. when I'm at home w/my immediate family, it's not discussed. Extended family? Well, being asked EVERY time I see one of them, "OMG! What do you weigh now??" I SO want a tee-shirt that reads, 'DON'T ASK DON'T TELL.' Or maybe, 'I'm not really a crack whore I just resemble one.'
Yeah... It's no fun being asked if you have AIDS because you're too thin... By someone who now says "My God you're FAT!" every time they see me... So, I guess I'll have AIDS again when I lose the extra weight %diety% bless my wife's granny, though... She's up there in years, so I try to ignore it... Still hurtful though...

'mute

Exactly. The elder family members are more apt to actually say something harsh, the younger ones just stare & whisper amongst themselves.

Post by **wintermute** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 10:09 pm

spaciegirlreturn wrote:I'd like to say that in youtube land, when Tannhaus thought I was giving his videos bad ratings, he told me that he'd seen my myspace page and called me a fat whale. fyi

This is hardly the time nor the place for this, spacie...

tannhaus wrote:Spacie, anybody that does not realize you're a worthless lying sack of shit that twists anything she can to prove her point and if she can't twist it, she just lies about it...well, they're not worth the effort to have as friends.

I told her it's not the time nor place, and I'm telling you as well...

tannhaus wrote: So say what you will... I'm not playing along with your childishness

You just did

'mute

Post by **wintermute** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 10:12 pm

spaciegirlreturn wrote:Yeah...cause I really benefit from making that up.
-edit- it's just funny.

Please drop it, or take it to PM... It's clear that you two don't like each other... It's hardly supportive to Kelly...

'mute

spaciegirlreturn · Post by **spaciegirlreturn** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 10:23 pm

Dude, there are just some things that are worth being chastised for.

In any case, I apologize to anyone who did not appreciate that outburst.

tannhaus · Post by **tannhaus** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 10:30 pm

wintermute wrote:I told her it's not the time nor place, and I'm telling you as well...

And I'm telling you that I'm tired of holding my tongue so ops can lie to me about how they've spoken to her and she's not going to go on her little psychotic crusade anymore. I'm sick of it...and I'm not going to sit here and hold my tongue while she lies and slanders me on these forums.

Take it how you wish. I've had my fill of it.

Post by **wintermute** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 10:35 pm

tannhaus wrote:And I'm telling you that I'm tired of holding my tongue so ops can lie to me about how they've spoken to her and she's not going to go on her little psychotic crusade anymore. I'm sick of it...and I'm not going to sit here and hold my tongue while she lies and slanders me on these forums.

Take it how you wish. I've had my fill of it.

Dude... Chill... I told her it's not the time or the place too... Take it to PM if you've got *that* serious of an issue with her, because you're only making yourself look just as bad as you accuse her of being...

Or, in the immortal words of Rodney King, "Can't we all just get along?"

'mute

Killthesmiley · Post by **Killthesmiley** » Fri Jan 05, 2007 11:50 pm

holy f**k...
this has turned into flame war central.
i'm going to ask again...lock and delete.

horcruxes · Post by **horcruxes** » Sat Jan 06, 2007 12:45 am

spaciegirlreturn wrote:Dude, there are just some things that are worth being chastised for.

In any case, I apologize to anyone who did not appreciate that outburst.

don't worry. i did

mandamoon · Post by **mandamoon** » Sat Jan 06, 2007 12:47 am

kelly i can completely identify with your issue. i'm going through a similar one myself. its so hard to fix because when you feel that down how do you get the energy and most importantly enough self esteem to believe, really believe you can do something about it? your not alone at all. seems to me by the weight issues going on in america were most of us on here seem to live that there are more people with "weight" issues than not. and even the most beautiful people i have ever known have had lower self esteems than myself. you have a family that loves you and a forum that loves you and you are worth what ever you desire. and the people who have negitive comments for you should just be proof that so many people have trouble in there hearts or soul or whatever. if they didn't they wouldn't feel the need to bring someone else down, hiding in humor or not, just to make themselves feel powerful. good luck.