I'm still pissed..but I like you guys. (NO, not you)

spaciegirlreturn · Post by **spaciegirlreturn** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 11:43 am

Oh..I did indeed. I win.

betz28 · Post by **betz28** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 4:11 pm

Luv2Skydive wrote:OH, I'm laughing right now....

Actually, I had my one and only epiphany when I left my ex husband. I was standing in the kitchen looking out the window and it just hit me..BAM....I don't have to be here! Wait....no, seriously...I...can....I....can....just...leave! And that's what I did. I literally turned around and walked the f*ck out the door. Done. Left my shit and never looked back.

similiar experience happened to me....i literally was 400 miles from where i needed to be....i left and drove 400 miles back home and never looked back ~ what a feeling!

Jamidru · Post by **Jamidru** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 4:26 pm

Yup I had that epiphany.
That I don' t have to be anywhere. or with anyone. That I can just choose to be happy.
It was over a year ago, and the strength that realization gave me has never left!

O and yay for winning Spacie... o isn't it wonderful.

Luv2Skydive · Post by **Luv2Skydive** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 5:35 pm

"oh what a feeling...when we're dancin' on the ceiling...."

Spacie....my only question...does HE know you won? I am ALL about spite and pettiness.

Betz....it's such a relief isn't it? I mean, I just felt so stuck and hopeless and then in an instant I realized I really could just...............leave.

Great timing too......I met my hubby 2 months later..on the internet, and here we are almost a decade later! My favorite, favorite saying in the whole world is "This too shall pass". OMG....I am talking about my feelings! That must stop now.

betz28 · Post by **betz28** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 5:37 pm

Luv2Skydive wrote:"oh what a feeling...when we're dancin' on the ceiling...."

Spacie....my only question...does HE know you won? I am ALL about spite and pettiness.

Betz....it's such a relief isn't it? I mean, I just felt so stuck and hopeless and then in an instant I realized I really could just...............leave.

Great timing too......I met my hubby 2 months later..on the internet, and here we are almost a decade later! My favorite, favorite saying in the whole world is "This too shall pass". OMG....I am talking about my feelings! That must stop now.

no....i love it! every now and then we can discuss feelings k??

spaciegirlreturn · Post by **spaciegirlreturn** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 5:40 pm

He knows. Even if he didn't, I wouldn't care, but he knows.

Anna Nicole Smith died.

I just found out earlier. As I'm sure you can imagine, I FU*KING LOVED HER!!! I cried all the way home just now. The only other celebrity who died and made me cry like a baby was Mr. Rogers. I'm sad.

betz28 · Post by **betz28** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 5:42 pm

yes i heard it on the radio on my way home....it is very sad

Luv2Skydive · Post by **Luv2Skydive** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:04 pm

I liked her too. I don't think she was the brightest star in the sky, but I think she had a good heart. She grew up in shit and did what she had to do to live. Her son was cool as hell too.

spaciegirlreturn · Post by **spaciegirlreturn** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:12 pm

I'm gonna miss her. And I'm so not looking forward to any crass jokes about it either..which I'm sure are coming.

Luv2Skydive · Post by **Luv2Skydive** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:15 pm

I will have Lost Girls on Monday. Whoohooo! I'll PM some pics to ya.

spaciegirlreturn · Post by **spaciegirlreturn** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:17 pm

oooh...smut, that's what I need to make me feel better!

Luv2Skydive · Post by **Luv2Skydive** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:24 pm

Nothing like a little erotica to brighten your day! (not counting underwear man with dogs)

Cuddlebunni · Post by **Cuddlebunni** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:25 pm

spaciegirlreturn wrote:I'm gonna miss her. And I'm so not looking forward to any crass jokes about it either..which I'm sure are coming.

Gosh she was gorgeous.

Luv2Skydive · Post by **Luv2Skydive** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:28 pm

I wonder what will happen with her baby now?

ForeverMourn · Post by **ForeverMourn** » Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:35 pm

Tats what I was wondering. They baby is 5 months old. I wonder if the state will get custody and give the paternity test?

First Her hubby, then her son, now her. So so sad.