Lonelygirl15

horcruxes wrote:oh and thanks for the tip.
i will stay in IRC. at least we can joke around in there without people running off and crying to an admin.

you know the way you guys were acting making quick witted and sarcastic rude comments about everything we were saying would definately seem like your harrassing people.
hmm but hey if i'm wrong i'm wrong. and hey yea i did tell an admin, because we don't appreciate being followed around the chat room when we're trying to get away from people who we feel are being rude.

horcruxes wrote:i didn't say that the "chat blows" i said that not being able to use the /me command "blows" so you can quote that.

/me likes to use the "/me" command better when it doesn't work... /me is just a geek that way

'mute

wintermute wrote:

horcruxes wrote:i didn't say that the "chat blows" i said that not being able to use the /me command "blows" so you can quote that.

/me likes to use the "/me" command better when it doesn't work... /me is just a geek that way

'mute

its only nerdy if you start saying it out loud.
i refer to myself all too often in the third person. Damn /me IRC format.

Killthesmiley wrote:

horcruxes wrote:oh and thanks for the tip.
i will stay in IRC. at least we can joke around in there without people running off and crying to an admin.

you know the way you guys were acting making quick witted and sarcastic rude comments about everything we were saying would definately seem like your harrassing people.
hmm but hey if i'm wrong i'm wrong. and hey yea i did tell an admin, because we don't appreciate being followed around the chat room when we're trying to get away from people who we feel are being rude.

glad you can admit when you're wrong!

TRAINER LOCK AND DELETE THIS PLEASE....

kelly - you are a beautiful person! i've gotten to know you on the forum and cannot help but see the real person you are, whether or not i've actually seen you, met you or not. you are genuine, real, honest, witty and are not afraid to let your true emotions out.

nobackspacebutton gave some truly good advice to you about food choices and exercise. weight gain has been a battle for me because as i get older, the pounds seem to be a lot easier to put on and not so easy to take off but i've found that with a little effort i can control my weight and have learned to "appreciate" my body. curves can be fun!! k, i need to lose a few...i'll admit but after many years i finally can say i like my body.

lvoe everyone who have been supportive of this thread and my depressing depressing realization last night.
it was hard for me to get dressed this morning. i looked at all my clothes and thought...."will anything actually fit me." it hurts a lot, like to be a point of ridicule to people and to be a person to harrass. it hurts a lot. so when situations arise (such as the above one with hor) it do jump the gun, get heated and take a lot of things personally, even though i probably should have laughed them off.
you know ... comments like "how the hell can you eat 8 hamburgers? I can't even eat that in a month" to me, in this state of mind, and to anyone in this state of mind is rude and uncalled for.
its unfair how people don't understand its like walking on eggshells and trying to no break them. It hurts. mentally and physically for me. Someone makes a comment like that, and i get physically sick.
yea i might be sensative, but thats because right now, i'm in a touchy situation mentally. and you would figure people would realize seeing i posted about how much i cried and how depressing this was to me, that people would be sensative to that fact.
I appreciate everyone what have been suportive. It helps. it really does. it's encouraging. I'm going to get ahold of this. It's hard to break from pregnancy eating habits. But i'm going to do it.

Killthesmiley wrote:lvoe everyone who have been supportive of this thread and my depressing depressing realization last night.
it was hard for me to get dressed this morning. i looked at all my clothes and thought...."will anything actually fit me." it hurts a lot, like to be a point of ridicule to people and to be a person to harrass. it hurts a lot. so when situations arise (such as the above one with hor) it do jump the gun, get heated and take a lot of things personally, even though i probably should have laughed them off.
you know ... comments like "how the hell can you eat 8 hamburgers? I can't even eat that in a month" to me, in this state of mind, and to anyone in this state of mind is rude and uncalled for.
its unfair how people don't understand its like walking on eggshells and trying to no break them. It hurts. mentally and physically for me. Someone makes a comment like that, and i get physically sick.
yea i might be sensative, but thats because right now, i'm in a touchy situation mentally. and you would figure people would realize seeing i posted about how much i cried and how depressing this was to me, that people would be sensative to that fact.
I appreciate everyone what have been suportive. It helps. it really does. it's encouraging. I'm going to get ahold of this. It's hard to break from pregnancy eating habits. But i'm going to do it.

wow, let me applaud you for adding "hell" in my comment. it helps make it seem a bitch harsher than it originally was. i should've added hell when i first typed it. darn, missed opportunities.

kill, i'm not trying to say that your feelings mean less than anyone elses. that i've never felt that way before. because i've been where you're at, minus the stripper pole. but i didn't put it on a public forum for the world to see. you think you're the only one going through a hard time right now? guess again. maybe if you knew me, you'd realize that my problem right now has nothing to do with me not being able to fit into lingerie and swing around on a stripper pole. its a whole lot more.

i wouldn't and don't expect anyone to treat me any differently than before. its not my right to ask people to change themselves so that it better suits me and my mental state. and i don't think you should either.

you can't blame me for how you feel about yourself. the only person you can hold accountable is you. if you don't love yourself, don't try and place the blame on something else. live it. own it. realize it. change it.

well, those are my 2 cents.

*goes back to the IRC*

Killthesmiley wrote:TRAINER LOCK AND DELETE THIS PLEASE....

yes please do!
so we can officially end the pity party.

horcruxes wrote:

Killthesmiley wrote:TRAINER LOCK AND DELETE THIS PLEASE....

yes please do!
so we can officially end the pity party.

Wow, you arent proving your point that you werent rude...
You actually are proving Kelly 100% correct.
good lord are you rude...

I have struggled with an eating disorder since I was ten. Within the past year I have gotten lots of help and have overcome this, I know how you feel because even though I eat normally now.. doesnt mean I love my body. Being greek sucks... thunder thighs. Feel better. WE ALL LOOOVVVEEE YOUUU

kristenjane wrote:

horcruxes wrote:

Killthesmiley wrote:TRAINER LOCK AND DELETE THIS PLEASE....

yes please do!
so we can officially end the pity party.

Wow, you arent proving your point that you werent rude...
You actually are proving Kelly 100% correct.
good lord are you rude...

oh gosh i was just kidding.
i should've included JAY KAY!

my bad.

hee hee sorry I just pictured someone screaming "JAY KAY" really loud

horcruxes wrote:oh gosh i was just kidding.
i should've included JAY KAY!

my bad.

No you weren't, or you wouldn't have been sarcastic with your reply.

'mute

wintermute wrote:

horcruxes wrote:oh gosh i was just kidding.
i should've included JAY KAY!

my bad.

No you weren't, or you wouldn't have been sarcastic with your reply.

'mute

wow you can tell that i wasn't just kidding? how'd you do that?
are you in my brain?

*picks at her brain*