Lonelygirl15

Cloud_ax wrote:

consideration wrote:I've given up being optimistic. I can't even find anything to be optimistic about. It's one of those days when you think "At least I'm not dead! Oh...wait."

i know, ive had those days before. but tomorrow is a new day and a new begining

Tomorrow is another day where I won't get any sleep because I'm too busy worrying. Tomorrow is another day where I can feel my breath being slowly crushed away. Tomorrow is another day I wonder why I even try because the only person who can help is causing it all. And they can't help it.

consideration wrote:

Cloud_ax wrote:

consideration wrote:I've given up being optimistic. I can't even find anything to be optimistic about. It's one of those days when you think "At least I'm not dead! Oh...wait."

i know, ive had those days before. but tomorrow is a new day and a new begining

Tomorrow is another day where I won't get any sleep because I'm too busy worrying. Tomorrow is another day where I can feel my breath being slowly crushed away. Tomorrow is another day I wonder why I even try because the only person who can help is causing it all. And they can't help it.

hey, i completly understand, you might not believe it but i do

Cloud_ax wrote:hey, i completly understand, you might not believe it but i do

I wish it was just teen angst. Because I can deal with that. I don't have the slightest idea what to do now.

consideration wrote:

Cloud_ax wrote:hey, i completly understand, you might not believe it but i do

I wish it was just teen angst. Because I can deal with that. I don't have the slightest idea what to do now.

*hugs*

Cloud_ax wrote:*hugs*

I think I'm going to go lie down and wait by the phone. G'night.

consideration wrote:

Cloud_ax wrote:*hugs*

I think I'm going to go lie down and wait by the phone. G'night.

ok, i think im going to try to get some sleep. Good night

consideration wrote:But I hear Maddy Atkins might be starting up again.

*Happy splashes*

Cloud_ax wrote:

PolkadotConfederation wrote:

Cloud_ax wrote:why do you think that? i think its a good idea to shout out idea and get ahead of the game.

Because I'm pathetic and in group projects everyone always hates my ideas and end up ignoring me. That's why I HATE group projects.

Well anyway. I can't change things now.

it will be ok

Dont worry Kassia participateing is all that matters at first. I hate it when people do that I always try to give ideas iv convinced myself are good and then they come out horrible and i look a total meep infront of everyone.

I always hated group projects becuase the rest of my group were always meepers that would just meep around and chat rather than work on the project. Becuase of that i was discouraged to put ideas forward knowing they wouldnt listen and we got rubbish marks for it then another group would of used a similar idea to my own and id get torn up about it.

I remember i had one realy cool teacher in secondry school who would make a big deal out of anyone who mocked or didnt respect one persons ideas. He would ask that everone participates at least once in each class so you get your ideas out. Becuase if you dont, you start to sit there and fear putting your ideas forth and then nothing happens.

So you will never know if your idea works. So put your ideas forward and be proud you have something. If people think its stupid ask them for about 5 reasons why for all you know they are just dismissing it becuase it looks like too much work. So dont go doing the same mistake i regret makeing.

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And consideration Im just as iritated with the Gemacrowley PM that Private message was not the best way to treat anyone. I wont take any action but i would hope you at least let BK know about the whole ordeal. Attempting to go directly to the pm with the matter and getting ground into dust as a response is no responsible way to go about it. I see no reason why bk doesnt have a right to put the PM in his place. From my point of veiw he treats allot of people badly and belives that he can excuse anything he does as "In character" and dismiss causeing any harm to them. People wouldnt get so boiled up about it if he would go lighter on people.

Dont get put down so much by it you cant let people like that get to you other wise it will just make it worse. Theres always fob life tomorrow to cheer us all up. I predict some amazing july 4th story hes going to share with us tonight

VeiwerZane wrote:
Dont worry Kassia participateing is all that matters at first. I hate it when people do that I always try to give ideas iv convinced myself are good and then they come out horrible and i look a total meep infront of everyone.

I always hated group projects becuase the rest of my group were always meepers that would just meep around and chat rather than work on the project. Becuase of that i was discouraged to put ideas forward knowing they wouldnt listen and we got rubbish marks for it then another group would of used a similar idea to my own and id get torn up about it.

I remember i had one realy cool teacher in secondry school who would make a big deal out of anyone who mocked or didnt respect one persons ideas. He would ask that everone participates at least once in each class so you get your ideas out. Becuase if you dont, you start to sit there and fear putting your ideas forth and then nothing happens.

So you will never know if your idea works. So put your ideas forward and be proud you have something. If people think its stupid ask them for about 5 reasons why for all you know they are just dismissing it becuase it looks like too much work. So dont go doing the same mistake i regret makeing.

Wow! That is really great advice!!! Thank you so much!

i wonder if anyone is actually here.

Im here hoobs is pritty long even though i was there last night.

PolkadotConfederation wrote:Wow! That is really great advice!!! Thank you so much!

Your welcome. Seriously im terible at takeing part in conversatiosn with people i dont know well enough. College was pritty easy much better than school becuase my class is like 95% males who spend most of there day with computers and we have similar tastes and characteristics. Thers like 5 girls in the entire class so iv been realy lucky. But next year part of my course involves a week of tech support experience where i have to work with the colleges tech support. meaning some unlucky victim will be relying on me to fix their problems >.<

VeiwerZane wrote:Your welcome. Seriously im terible at takeing part in conversatiosn with people i dont know well enough. College was pritty easy much better than school becuase my class is like 95% males who spend most of there day with computers and we have similar tastes and characteristics. Thers like 5 girls in the entire class so iv been realy lucky. But next year part of my course involves a week of tech support experience where i have to work with the colleges tech support. meaning some unlucky victim will be relying on me to fix their problems >.<

I love you! You're so funny!

hello?

Aparently sagitarius are supposed to be funny. But not as funny as the 2 guys in my class this year. Pitty ones moved on to the higher ed course as hes old enough.

First guys stubbern as an ass. He expects his girlfriends to do the work. If he makes a point he sticks with it and does everything in his power to prove you theroys wrong

Second guys 25 he was smart but he always messed aroudn in class and got bad results. he sorta reforded and went back to college and took the course we are all on. Hes obviously got more experience than us and has actualy spent quit a few years in hell. And he sorta gives us all that helpful advice. hes always always helping someone. I was in the libary doing work on the computer next to him and he helped 3 people one after each other on the same buisnes lesson homework. and he never got round to doing his own work

Seriously the amount of haliarius arguments these guys have. You may remember the guys wearing tights one i mentions a while ago. But another good one was the 4 bridges arguement.

We were just hanging down near the smokeing area becuase they both smoke talking about something. And the second guy dan said something about getting splashed when he drove under the bridge leading into college. i dont know what it was but mentioned how many bridges there were. and the first guy dale goes no their isnt theirs 4 bridges. They end up fighting all day over this. and then someone chips in "I know we will google earth it!!!!" and were all wetting ourselfs over it.

Seriously all year full of classic moments with those 2

Sorry i was busy writting the above