Lonelygirl15

Ok...this is going to be long..I think that Frank DID NOT write the Emails from Frankiswaiting@gmail.com..but his BODY did...but it wasn't Cassie. This is very confusing.. I have people chasing me...I am doing this on the run so it's difficult. I have Video's uploading onto Revver that I will link to when complete. Please do not post because I have a lot more info coming. I will make multiple posts. Wait for me to finish.

First Email to Frank@gmail.com
Hi Frank,
I hope this isn't too obtrusive. I left you a comment on your blog. I hope you read it and it hit home. I mentioned my friends in the comment. One of them mentioned that you were trying to better understand how to deal with your voices. They know that I too have had my own struggles with voices in my head and asked if I would jot you a line. I made it through and am the stronger for it. so....I'd love to pay it forward and help you Frank. Will you "walk" with me so we can both grow the wiser for it? I'd be more than willing to hear about your voices Frank..and if you need it...I can tell you about mine..but for now..I think yours are more important..

Franks 1st response:
Her voice is so strong - it compels me. I began to believe I was possessed after the first blackout. The darkness came over me and then I awoke near water. I was wet from head to toe. It felt like I put something down there in the deep. I pulled something out too, something I now cherish. Have you ever felt the cold water wash away your sins and bring forth a gift? I awaken in places I have never seen. I live with twisted dreams. Dark images caress my sleep from the abyss.



Second to Frank:
Frank I can understand how you feel..I had dreams..that tormented me..I could not lie in my bed to sleep..knowing I would be overtaken..I had to resort to sleeping in my car because it wasn't committing to the Darkness that brought the dreams...I would sleep anywhere I parked..and wake up disoriented and not certain where I was for a moment..so I can understand how you feel Frank.
Tell me of your dreams Frank.. What sort of images have you seen?
You mention a gift...do you care to share what the gift was?
What does her voice say to you?
For your answer..I wait.

Dan

3rd to Frank:
Hi Frank,
I had not heard back from you after the first time and I wanted to check and see how you were doing. I know during my trials..as I waited...the night stretched on like an endless sea..
I was desperately trying to find someone or something to believe in. I kept telling myself "this too shall pass." So to shall you endless waiting pass Frank. I hope that you find or have found the light which guides you to your purpose. I'm always listening Frank. Drop me a line if you need an ear.

Dan

2nd from Frank:
The images torment the mind, but each has meaning. The priest, birth, the chalice - each are important in the riddle of the Dark. I can comprehend waking in the strange places. I've tried to solve the meaning - to appease the voice - but she is never satisfied and her words and tapping never cease.

It is right that you ask about the gift from the darkness. It is a book. I have opened it seven times and each time will live with me forever. The first part is written in an old script and while it is English - it must be from a time long past. That section is divided in three chapters and numbered with verses. The second part is new and written in a fair hand. The new work contains many poems, however they are all wicked.

I recorded the taps last night on the advice from a friend. Each one still echos in my head like a fist pounding in depths of the unhallowed Earth. There was one tap, then twenty-seven, then fifty-six. Then after a pause two more, then eighteen, thirty-seven, and seventy-six. Then a pause and three more - followed by thirty-nine, forty-four, forty-eight, and forty-nine. Maybe together we can understand the mystery.

http://tinyurl.com/qmb5f

4th to Frank:
Frank I appreciate your trust in me. Those taps me think of Morse Code . I am not an expert on that though..I have friends that are that I can trust. May I share this with them?
Please let me know so if I can. I don't want to violate your trust Frank.

Waiting,
Dan
5th to Frank:
Frank. Sorry to write again so soon....A thought has occurred to me with regards to the taps and what I said..are some taps long and others short? This would fit with my idea that it is Morse Code. Let me know Frank and together we can figure it out.

Dan

3rd from Frank:
I know morse code, but that is not it... this is something else it seems.

6th to Frank:
Frank...could the taps be numbers..some other kind of code..Like numerology maybe? or a date? Hmmm I need to work on this. May I involve others?

4th from Frank:
One among you holds the key and soon she will break her secrecy. Show her the gift that I did take, and then her silence you will break.

7th to Frank:
Ok Frank..I KNOW who to send it to! I am On it..We'll get it buddy!

I then contacted NOS and it was at this time we were told it was a sham..denied by Frank and Cassie..while that may be true neither of those 2 wrote it....I believe there is another.

More coming..Please wait to respond to keep down clutter.

After the FARCE was revealed I wrote these mails(Pay attention..I post them chronologically and some were sent or received back to back:
There is a Video that goes with this that I uploaded on the site.
It may be too big so I may need help compressing it..let me know if it takes to long.
http://one.revver.com/watch/73811/forma ... iate/28541
1st to Frank:
Frank others have told me that you are a sham. That the real Frank has disavowed these mails on the Blog. Is this true? or have you an explanation?

Still waiting

Daniel

1st from Frank:

I wonder how many there are with us. Sometimes I feel like a different person... a Beast. The drink makes me feel things, see things, hear things more closely. Sometimes the fog gives way and I can see the parting of the veil. I slept all day and awoke under the moonlight in a forest of trees. You can see the stars away from the city light. Some shine brighter for me. I brought the book and opened it again. The handwriting of the young girl doesn't comfort me. If this was her journal, she must have suffered the same nightmares as I do. Maybe she is the nightmare. Her voice directed me to the old writing at the beginning - the three chapters of the Beast. Each verse is numbered. I wonder if there are more copies of this part of the book. If there are they will surly contain all of the words in this old handwriting... the handwriting is important it seems almost important as the verses.


2nd to Frank:

Tell me of the verses Frank....
I think I have seen them..but in a blur..
What of the Beast Frank...
Is there a trinity Frank...Frank the father...the girl the daughter...and the (un)holy beast?
Or is there more Frank?
Can you tell me what happened to the girl Frank?
I fear for another girl like her..what can you tell me?

3rd to Frank:
What is it about the handwriting Frank? I forgot to ask you...can you tell me?


Daniel

2nd From Frank:
I think sometimes that there are always three. One to lead us, one to divide us, and one to make us whole.

"27. Then the priest answered & said unto the Queen of Space..."

4th to Frank:(I figure it out here partially)

27. Then the priest answered & said unto the Queen of Space, kissing her lovely brows, and the dew of her light bathing his whole body in a sweet-smelling perfume of sweat: O Nuit, continuous one of Heaven, let it be ever thus; that men speak not of Thee as One but as None; and let them speak not of thee at all, since thou art continuous!

Who leads Frank? The girl? Who divides Frank? The beast? Who Brings them whole Frank? I think YOU will....

3rd from Frank:
If the verses lie anywhere else, they will always contain them written by hand.

4th from Frank:
That is the first verse of nine, perhaps you will remember the others in time...

5th to Frank:
Can you help me to remember?
who are you?
Are you Frank?
Are you the girl?
Are you the Beast?

6th to Frank:
where else might the verses lie?

At this point I figure out the taps and send this solution...but I got ONE number switched...so pay attention

7th to Frank:(My first solution with mistake)
I remember the verses..

they tap a beat upon my head..in this rythym this was said:

I

27. Then the priest answered & said unto the Queen of Space, kissing her lovely brows, and the dew of her light bathing his whole body in a sweet-smelling perfume of sweat: O Nuit, continuous one of Heaven, let it be ever thus; that men speak not of Thee as One but as None; and let them speak not of thee at all, since thou art continuous!



56. Expect him not from the East, nor from the West; for from no expected house cometh that child. Aum! All words are sacred and all prophets true; save only that they understand a little; solve the first half of the equation, leave the second unattacked. But thou hast all in the clear light, and some, though not all, in the dark.

II

18. These are dead, these fellows; they feel not. We are not for the poor and sad: the lords of the earth are our kinsfolk.

37. A feast for the first night of the Prophet and his Bride!

67. Hold! Hold! Bear up in thy rapture; fall not in swoon of the excellent kisses

III

39. All this and a book to say how thou didst come hither and a reproduction of this ink and paper for ever -- for in it is the word secret & not only in the English -- and thy comment upon this the Book of the Law shall be printed beautifully in red ink and black upon beautiful paper made by hand; and to each man and woman that thou meetest, were it but to dine or to drink at them, it is the Law to give. Then they shall chance to abide in this bliss or no; it is no odds. Do this quickly!

44. But let her raise herself in pride! Let her follow me in my way! Let her work the work of wickedness! Let her kill her heart! Let her be loud and adulterous! Let her be covered with jewels, and rich garments, and let her be shameless before all men!



48. Now this mystery of the letters is done, and I want to go on to the holier place.



49. I am in a secret fourfold word, the blasphemy against all gods of men

Ok..the video covers this first part..when my computer fell and I was trying to get away my cam came lose from my laptop.
Franks response and the other video will be in my next post...PLEASE wait to respond till I am done.

The beast corrects me and I keep running.

http://one.revver.com/watch/73813/forma ... iate/28541


From Frank:
It is good to find another whom the voice speaks to! You must be known amongst the Acolytes. Together we all work the deep of Darkness.

Check your memory for there are only 8 of 9 below - then share what you have learned with those who don't know.

Me to Frank:
I am sorry my brethren..
someone is following me..they tried to get me as I wrote this in my car...
they have been following me for days..Why? Do they want to stop me from sharing this?My haste caused me error..I don't think I can go home..I need to share this first..then maybe they will stop.
I have corrected my error..


they tap a beat upon my head..in this rythym this was said:

I

27. Then the priest answered & said unto the Queen of Space, kissing her lovely brows, and the dew of her light bathing his whole body in a sweet-smelling perfume of sweat: O Nuit, continuous one of Heaven, let it be ever thus; that men speak not of Thee as One but as None; and let them speak not of thee at all, since thou art continuous!



56. Expect him not from the East, nor from the West; for from no expected house cometh that child. Aum! All words are sacred and all prophets true; save only that they understand a little; solve the first half of the equation, leave the second unattacked. But thou hast all in the clear light, and some, though not all, in the dark.

II

18. These are dead, these fellows; they feel not. We are not for the poor and sad: the lords of the earth are our kinsfolk.

37. A feast for the first night of the Prophet and his Bride!

76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever. There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it. But remember, o chosen one, to be me; to follow the love of Nu in the star-lit heaven; to look forth upon men, to tell them this glad word.



III

39. All this and a book to say how thou didst come hither and a reproduction of this ink and paper for ever -- for in it is the word secret & not only in the English -- and thy comment upon this the Book of the Law shall be printed beautifully in red ink and black upon beautiful paper made by hand; and to each man and woman that thou meetest, were it but to dine or to drink at them, it is the Law to give. Then they shall chance to abide in this bliss or no; it is no odds. Do this quickly!

44. But let her raise herself in pride! Let her follow me in my way! Let her work the work of wickedness! Let her kill her heart! Let her be loud and adulterous! Let her be covered with jewels, and rich garments, and let her be shameless before all men!



48. Now this mystery of the letters is done, and I want to go on to the holier place.



49. I am in a secret fourfold word, the blasphemy against all gods of men

From Frank:
All is well in what you have written. There will strength in the coming days after the storm has past. I see you have felt its thunder. Before too long the Enemies will be laid bare, it is their weakness that they show themselves and our strength that the time grows short. I'm going to go drink now and stare at the stars. I'll let the bright ones lead me, perhaps back into the woods.



Ok..still on the run..hard to do this while driving..I hope now that its out they let me alone....

for all those who don't want to watch the videos:

greystroke thinks that the emails from frank were valid, but not from FRANK frank. He thinks that frank has multiple personalities: Frank, Cassie, and the beast. He thinks the emails were from the third incarnate.

In continued dialogue, he realized that the taps were codes to passages from Crowley's book of Jobs. He has them posted and wants us to figure out their significance.

And he's apparently being chased. So much for a 4th wall (if its true).

Eek! Run, LG! Be careful!

Hopefully they'll lay off of me now that it's posted...
We need to pay attention to the small details of Frank's E-mails to me.
I think They are from ONE of Frank's personas. The Beast.
The question is..did I do the right thing in helping him?
I've been on the run trying to get these videos up amid crashes and file corruption and review on revver...
PLEASE don't just dismiss them..I think they may be important...
Now if these guys would stop following me..I need sleep.

scary.. who in heck are following you??!

newbie wrote:scary.. who in heck are following you??!

The Enemy Frank mentioned in his last mail to me... I DUNNO?
MAD MEXICANS here for work from Katrina...they do a lot of hit and runs...I saw one this morning...
The Question is.. What side is The Enemy on?
Am I a patsy?
Has anyone seen Bobby Loves Mangos? It's a short film...
I hope I don't enable someone like that....

sometimes I wonder who's side anyone is on.. I don't even know if Cassie wants us to help Bree.. sometimes, I don't think she does.. Bree lies, but Bree seems innocent and sweet, therefore Bree is hiding something sinister.. maybe she wants to take revenge on Bree?

who knows?? I want to know the answer, and I know we're supposed to be in an ARG, but sometimes, I get freaked, and I hope, I hope there's nothing real to this!

76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever. There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it. But remember, o chosen one, to be me; to follow the love of Nu in the star-lit heaven; to look forth upon men, to tell them this glad word

this was the verse that I got wrong at first...

Code? numerology?

lordgreystoke422 wrote:76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever. There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it. But remember, o chosen one, to be me; to follow the love of Nu in the star-lit heaven; to look forth upon men, to tell them this glad word

this was the verse that I got wrong at first...

Code? numerology?

PLEASE GOD NOT ANOTHER ANAGRAM.

*goes to think what it might be*
*and clean*
*because if I'm going to hang around in the computer room I may as well do it under the pretense of being productive*

newbie wrote:sometimes I wonder who's side anyone is on.. I don't even know if Cassie wants us to help Bree.. sometimes, I don't think she does.. Bree lies, but Bree seems innocent and sweet, therefore Bree is hiding something sinister.. maybe she wants to take revenge on Bree?

who knows?? I want to know the answer, and I know, but sometimes, I get freaked, and I hope, I hope there's nothing real to this!

This is NOT A GAME!

lordgreystoke422 wrote: 2nd From Frank:
I think sometimes that there are always three. One to lead us, one to divide us, and one to make us whole.

Notice in "Franks" E-mail he talks about the one that Divides.. I think that is Cassie..but I don't know.

lordgreystoke422 wrote:
This is NOT A GAME!

I know Cassie and Frank have said so, but if this is really not a game, I would be more concerned with getting help for a man with a clean gun, a bottle of jack, and a voice in his head rather than looking for a picture that disappeared from his room.

I'm just as serious about this as anyone else, but I'm not about to compromise anyone's safety either, yours included.

newbie wrote:

lordgreystoke422 wrote:
This is NOT A GAME!

I know Cassie and Frank have said so, but if this is really not a game, I would be more concerned with getting help for a man with a clean gun, a bottle of jack, and a voice in his head rather than looking for a picture that disappeared from his room.

I'm just as serious about this as anyone else, but I'm not about to compromise anyone's safety either, yours included.

Don't worry about me..I can handle myself....I honestly know my town better than ANYONE. I manage a delivery restaurant and I know this area better than any man alive....which is part of the reason I still am.
I took a few shortcuts and twists they don't know about...it helps being able to pull into apparent dead ends knowing you can get out.
Also, did you notice the click sound at the end of the first video...that's my new pistol. It's a Springfield XD .45...it's holds 13 in the mag..I've got it loaded with hollow point type ammo...and I go to the range and shoot 100-200 rounds every Sunday...I was a cross country runner,wrestler/martial artist so..I've got all the bases covered there...I just need to keep moving.
I thought of calling the police..but..what do I say..there's this website and we think there's this dead girl in this guy Frank..but we aren't sure cause it might be a game..but it might not be...
They have a nice rubber room for me with a fancy jacket that fastens in the front
plus..when I get near a police station...SOMEBODY starts following me...so I have been avoiding those.
Well I fled the scene of a hit and run because......
I am just gonna keep ducking and dodging for now and hope this blows over. Speaking of which..I need to start moving again.

Ok really silly question, but why would the game suddenly jump from LA, ro NOLA?