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Nilla, Sophia, myself and others (whom I'd give credit to if I could remember who you all were) have been working on analyzing the text of Tachyon's videos. We separated the phrases using I and those using i into two separate dialogues, and linked the phrases together. What we discovered is pretty interesting, but some work still needs to be done, because the dialogues don't make complete sense as they are now. That's where you all come in!

We're pretty sure that the i's are Tach in her Order persona, while the I's are Tach's trueself. I'll be posting the I transcripts first, then the i transcripts. I think it's the I transcript we need to concentrate on.

Note: the italicized bits are the ones that didn't seem to fit into either category, just based on proximity to I/i's.

TACH'S TRUE VOICE:


I thought things over.


I can’t make sense of it!

I feel like

Waiting around for all of the things I want to happen.



Waiting for something…
ANYTHING!
I wait, I wait.

It’s like I am waiting for you to just tell me what
Waiting for Mom and Dad to make sense of the order for me,
To help me see the meaning in it all.

Even though I feel invisible lately.
[in every facet of my life, actually]

I have nightmares that none of you even care anymore.


Am I cut off?
[it feels weird]

in light of that…
I am going to figure out what conclusions I have come to.

It feels like I’ve only had access
to a lot of questions.
I am too confused to try to figure it out on my own.

Maybe once we sit down, look at it all, and talk about it…
Maybe then we will be able to make sense of it!

I think that sounds like a good idea, don’t you?

So can I please come home now?
Pretty please?

I know you’ve all been busy.
I haven’t heard from you in ages.
And I haven’t been able to get ahold of any of you either.

So I am going to use the calling card you gave me for
situations like this.
And I hope that you can make the arrangements for me.

Please remember:
I wouldn’t ask
I am counting on your help here.

I can’t handle it all anymore.
I really fear that I have been losing my mind for a while now.

None of us want that. Right?

In my heart,
I know that I am making the right choice in regards to my difficult decision.

With that in mind:
I anticipate that
I am sure.

Before the sun rises today, I will gather all that
There’s a lot to pack. I came
here with.
I might have a few souvenirs to grab as well.

so I’d prefer to courier the bulk of it.
Once you receive this message, can you immediately send
a courier over to retrieve it all?

Once the plan is in motion, I’ll use the calling card.
I just need to overcome a few restrictions I’m dealing with.
But they shouldn’t be a problem.

Hopefully I will see you soon!

TACH AS THE ORDER:

i think it might be time that


i might have too much order in my life, to the point

i am just waiting.

Waiting around for all of the things

Things i need to happen.

Waiting for something…
ANYTHING!
i wait

i should be doing.
Waiting for Mom and Dad to make sense of the order for me,
To help me see the meaning in it all.


[in every facet of my life, actually]


And i can’t help but let it get to me.


i’ve just been sitting still.
[it feels weird]

in light of that…


i don’t have access to all the answers. It feels like I’ve only had access
to a lot of questions.


Maybe once we sit down, look at it all, and talk about it…
Maybe then we will be able to make sense of it!

Pretty please?


Please remember:
if i had any other way to get home!


i’ve just been dealing with so much that

None of us want that. Right?

In my heart,


With that in mind:
i will only be here another day, maybe?

i will have a few goodbyes, which are important since i should try to leave
on a pleasant note.
i can handle that,

Before the sun rises today, i can.
There’s a lot to pack. i will leave with more than

i cannot carry much, so
Once you receive this message, can you immediately send
a courier over to retrieve it all?

Once the plan is in motion,
But they shouldn’t be a problem.

Hopefully I will see you soon!

I posted this Sunday night in the video thread. It's a phrase-only version of the lower case "i"'s with my initial comment:

i think it might be time
i might have too much (order)
i am just waiting
i wait
i should be doing
i can't help
i've just been sitting still
i don't have access
i had
i've just been dealing
i will only be here another day
i will leave
i cannot carry much

If Tachyon were a "plant" in OpAphid's group, this would sound like a message to an outside group that she had as much info as she could get and needed to be extracted....

A few more observations:
1. I believe Tachyon's three videos are meant to have been posted at three different times, and constitute three separate messages to her outside group.

2. I have noticed (using the phrase only method above for the other vids, as well as from others' comments/chat) numbers being mentioned in relation to the videos. In fact, some who have received phone calls seem particularly interested in numbers, as does OpAphid.

It seems to me there are numbers to be extracted from Tachyon's videos. A phone number? co-ordinates?

One last thought: all of these videos are made with care and deliberation. One Tachyon signs off with XOXOX, the others XOXO. Perhaps a clue?

edit: i posted this in the wrong thread, moved to email archives

The only clue we have as a time stamp is when she says,
I hope the Dodgers play the Angels next month.
So, this video was recorded in September.

BTW, the Dodgers were eliminated by the Mets!
(sorry Tach)

If you look at the individual video pages, you can see when they were originally posted.

Jengels2002 wrote:The only clue we have as a time stamp is when she says,
I hope the Dodgers play the Angels next month.
So, this video was recorded in September.

BTW, the Dodgers were eliminated by the Mets!
(sorry Tach)

and the Mets were eliminated by the Cards!
(sorry Tachy!)

horcruxes wrote:

Jengels2002 wrote:The only clue we have as a time stamp is when she says,
I hope the Dodgers play the Angels next month.
So, this video was recorded in September.

BTW, the Dodgers were eliminated by the Mets!
(sorry Tach)

and the Mets were eliminated by the Cards!
(sorry Tachy!)

That was just wrong.

Here's a theory I just posited in the chat room, and since it didn't get shot down there, I'll put it here.

I've been looking at the I statements in this third video. In particular, Tach's reference to the calling card caught my eye. We've all be focusing on the calling card in it's modern definition--a piece of plastic you buy that has phone minutes on it. But "calling card" can have another meaning: it can be a sign by which people know you for yourself. In the Victorian Era, wealthy people who went visiting would leave their calling cards with servants so that the masters of the house could find out who was at the door without having to come down themselves. Sometimes, a calling card can get you into places that you couldn't otherwise get into. It doesn't have to be a physical object, though; it could also be a signal or a sign.

Given that, let's look back at what Tach says about her calling card:

So I am going to use the calling card you gave me for
situations like this.

What situations is she talking about? Like others, I'd been assuming she meant the situation of her leaving her post in the facility. But now I'm not so sure. Looking back at the dialogue created by the I messages, I think maybe she means the situation where she fears she's been cut loose by her organization. She even asks if she's been cut off. So what does she do? She tells her contact within the organization that she's going to use her last-ditch manuever...her calling card.

Like a killer that cuts off the ears of a victim...leaving their calling card.

im pretty sure ive just missed to much, but wasnt there a calling card found at the park?

What if...

Tach was right in matters on which the established authorities are wrong.

What if...

Opaphid never interrupted an enemy when she is making a mistake. They let Tach go to follow her?

What if...

Mistakes are the portals to discovery

Here is an excellent description of Tach's vids...

A story is told as much by silence as by speech

Okay. I studied the transcripts A LOT today.

When I was in college, I was a drama major.

::waits for the snickering and "do you want fries with that?" jokes to subscide::

So, in theater, if you have a biiig budget, you usually hire a dramaturgist.

They study the script, the actual words of dialouge, and look for hidden meaning, things that maybe the director didn't see. They research the plot and all it entails. I got an A in this class, so let's see if it got me anywhere, Eh?

So, in case you don't know my theory thus far, here's a synposis:

OpAphid has a nasty little mole on her hands. We can all agree on that, I think. Well, most of us.

Op's mole is very unframiliar with the ways of the Order. What she sees upsets her and frightens her. Eventually, she begins to blow her cover when the stress becomes too much.

The whole time Tach was spying on the order, she was sending YouTube videos out to her team (who I will be referring to as 'the other side').

These videos are laced with secret messages and codes ... the most common example being capital I = The real person, and lowercase i = her alter ego (her ruse, if you will), the member of the order.

Soon after infiltrating the Order, they started to suspect her. But rather than expose her, they let her stay in hopes that she would lead them to 'the other side'.

'The other side' caught onto the fact that either thier agent was loosing her marbles or that The Order was onto her and cut all associations with her. Essentialy, they left her to fend for herself.

Scared of The Order and fearful that 'The Other Side' has abandoned her, Tach sends out one last YT message before she runs away. And now, BOTH sides are looking for the double-agent.

.... Yeah, I think that sums it up. Maybe I watch too much Alias, but that's my theory.

But this isn't just speculation. I show my work, too.

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I'll just quote the stuff I find interesting ... no need to rehash the whole transcript:

PS -- I'm using the "Julie" version of these transcripts to avoid confusion when at all possible.

*******
Julie might have too much order in my life, to the point I can't make sense of it!

********

Tach never refers to "The Order" directly. It seems to be that when she speaks of The Order to her contact on 'The Other Side', she speaks about order (ie - the opposite of chaos) in her life. Generally, Tach feels there's way too much Order in her life.

I take this to be double speak ... she is using the lowercase i, which I assume to mean "Julie" is just way too entrenched in The Order. Tach can't handle how absorbing her mission has become.

*****
I feel like Julie is just waiting. Waiting around for all the things I want to happen. Things Julie needs to happen.[

Waiting for something ...
ANYTHING!
I wait, Julie waits, I wait.
It's like I'm waiting for you to just tell me what Julie should be doing

*****

As Tach brings up in other videos, she expected her mission to have been long over by now. It appears that since the 10-12-06 ceremony was a fake, 'the other side' has kept Tach there indefinetly. It is unclear to me (and apparently, to Tach) what event would have had to take place for Tach to be allowed to return home.

In this way, 'the other side' bears an uncanny resemblance to Cassie, or rather, CiW .... The other side expected something BIG to happen on 10-12-06, something so big that it would not require Tach to keep her post much past Mid-October. When something big did NOT happen ... 'the other side' almost seemed to dissapear.

.... Sound framiliar?

*****
Waiting for Mom and Dad to make sense of the order for me,
*****

I've said before ... to me, Mom and Dad = the head honcos. They represent the person or persons who sent Tach on this mission.

******
Even though I feel invisible lately.
[in every facet of my life, actually]
******

To me, this reinforces the idea that 'The Other Side' has cut off all communication, that the 'The Order' has demoted her to mundane tasks. I doubt she gets a lot of time for conversation.

*****
I have nightmares that none of you even care anymore
And Julie can't help but let it get to her
*****

Gets a bit incoherent there, huh? Sounds like someone's freaking out to me.
Also shows that Tach was letting her concerns affect her job and her alter-ego.

*****
Am I cut off?
*****

Hello! Clear as day. She's just flat out asking if she's been cut off.

*****
Julie doesn't have access to all of the answers. It feels like I've only had access to a lot of the questions.
*****

That's because Julie's not as good at being sneaky as she thought she was.
(By the way, join the club, Tach. We're going to make T-Shirts)


****
I am too confused to try and figure it out on my own.
Maybe once we sit down, look at it all, and talk about it ....
Maybe then we will be able to make sense of it!
****

Read:
I have some information that I know you'd love to have, Other Side.
But ... lil' ol me can't decipher it all by her lonesome. But if you busted me out of this hellhole, we can look at it together!

In other words, this both shows that she is planning to take information to 'The Other Side' and that she's trying to get them to get her back home.

****
So can I please come home now?
Pretty Please?
*****

I don't need to explain this one, but ... hey, it just cements my point.

*****
I know you've all been busy
I haven't heard from you in ages
And I haven't been able to get ahold of any of you either
****

Obviously, she can't come right out and say "So, are you guys disavowing all knowledge of my existence?" It might give her up even faster AND it might irk 'The Other Side' if she questions thier actions. So, instead, she makes up an excuse for them ... They must be realllly busy. Yeah, that's it.

****
Please remember:
I wouldn't ask if Julie had any other way to get home!
I am counting on your help here
****

She knows that what she's asking is NOT going to be cool with them. She is seriously putting the mission in jeopardy by asking to come home. But she's desperate. I think the reason she says if "Julie" had any other way to get home instead of "I" is because that ... well, how is she going to explain that one to The Order without breaking her cover? Julie has no way to get home ... ie I have no good excuse for Julie to be leaving right now.


As for the rest of the transcript ... I have thoughts, but nothing too concrete. The courier stuff, the calling card stuff .... No clue.

But at least I showed my work, right? ::Grin::

This is great Panda

Nice work! You missed one helluva chat though