... never meant to belong...?

kageyuki · Post by **kageyuki** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 6:29 am

There's nothing like being away for a few days that kinda help a person put some things in perspective...

I've been away for a few days. A couple people here know why.

I come back to a nearly overwhelming amount of topics to get back to. Usually, I would have just jumped in like a fool and made myself go crazy from it all, but I decided not to, this time.
This time, I decided to go back to observing for a while, and look for an opening where I could post a good reply... I had a pretty hard time finding any.

Instead I found numerous topics filled with perversion which made me put more things into perspective...

There used to be a day when I would have joined in a topic filled with flirts and innuendos galore, but these days... I dunno... Maybe I'm just jaded (or something,) but it doesn't really do anything for me, anymore...

Take this message (if anyone's actually reading it) as you will... A cry for "help"... or maybe... something else.

It all just makes me feel like I don't belong here...

One of my signature lines, on a forum that went defunct long ago, used to be, "never meant to belong..." I can't help but be reminded of that, now....

The more people say that I don't belong, the more it makes me feel that way no matter how many times people say I do belong...

stuart2004 · Post by **stuart2004** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 6:41 am

Look I like you .I thiink you should stay.. I have enjoyed out chats.......and I am sorry for the forums being so dirty .I have been talking a bunch of dirty stuff just to boost my post count(sorry guys I know its wrong but I wanna be P-monkeys helper in a month or two)

anyway the point is you do belong so stay have fun post when you want but dont feel obligated we are here as friends not as nazi force you to post ppl............well most of us arent the nazi ppl

and we will get those that are

kageyuki · Post by **kageyuki** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 6:53 am

While there is no doubt that I have been seeing you get quite pervy, you aren't the only one that I've 'observed' in such activities.

I try to flirt, just like most people around here... I guess I'm just not noticeable.

stuart2004 · Post by **stuart2004** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 7:01 am

kageyuki wrote:While there is no doubt that I have been seeing you get quite pervy, you aren't the only one that I've 'observed' in such activities.

I try to flirt, just like most people around here... I guess I'm just not noticeable.

if you werent how did I notice you???I like you ... you can be an ass but hey so can I....stay

kageyuki · Post by **kageyuki** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 7:23 am

I meant noticeable when I'm trying to be... flirty...

I seriously doubt that I can truly be pervy, anymore. Well, not like I used to be, at least.

It would truly be pointless to stay if no one noticed me in the slightest, but I wasn't talking about overall. Just in the 'pervy' sense, I guess.

iamcool · Post by **iamcool** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 7:24 am

GO! GO! GO!

haha J/K

i voted STAY

stuart2004 · Post by **stuart2004** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 7:28 am

kageyuki wrote:I meant noticeable when I'm trying to be... flirty...

I seriously doubt that I can truly be pervy, anymore. Well, not like I used to be, at least.

It would truly be pointless to stay if no one noticed me in the slightest, but I wasn't talking about overall. Just in the 'pervy' sense, I guess.

so you are saying you are flirting with me???

growlllll

seriously I like you just pm me if nothing else

stuart2004 · Post by **stuart2004** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 7:58 am

DONT GO ANYWHERE JUST WAIT FOR ME TO COME BACK TONIGHT

kageyuki · Post by **kageyuki** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 8:00 am

stuart2004 wrote:so you are saying you are flirting with me??? growlllll

seriously I like you just pm me if nothing else

... you freak...

You would you seriously want me to be flirting with you?

I don't swing that way...

iamcool · Post by **iamcool** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 8:10 am

haha stu thaught u were a girl

AutoPilate · Post by **AutoPilate** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 8:11 am

He's gonna clear his cookies to re-vote now.

AutoPilate · Post by **AutoPilate** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 8:12 am

Anyway, I voted "stay", but my heart was set on "Monkey".

Beckers · Post by **Beckers** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 8:21 am

I think you should stay....I find it hard to post myself. The topics seem to fill up sp fast it's hard to keep up. I just don't have the time. A lot of the time when I come and see there is a new video there is already 17 pages of posts! I'm not complaining but it's almost impossible to jump in at that point. So I just try and catch the important things.

nobackspacebutton · Post by **nobackspacebutton** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 8:25 am

Why wouldn't you belong?

If you think about it, what does belong mean?

When you come in, and there are a million topics to read..just pick the ones you want to read so you don't get overwelmed. If you can't get rid of all the yellow stickys...just hit the "mark all read" button and they will disappear. =)

Just relax and have fun. This forum is for everyone.

kageyuki · Post by **kageyuki** » Wed Dec 20, 2006 8:36 am

iamcool wrote:haha stu thaught u were a girl

Hey, so did you when you first met me...

Why is that, anyway?

Lonelygirl15

... never meant to belong...?

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