She started talking about how much our lives have changed over the past few months, and pretty soon she started crying. I told her everything's gonna be OK - I didn't know what else to say to her - she calmed down. After a little while, all of a sudden, she just sent me a PM with a big cyber kiss on it that looked like this: <3 :X SMOOCH :X <3 Then, when she sent me a cyber hug like this {{{{{{{{{{{{{JJ}}}}}}}}}}}} I mean, the intensity, all those brackets - it was like she was scared to let go of me! I think she was worried that I might pull away, like I'd be weirded out or something...
Anyway...This morning I did the walk of shame from my computer back to my bedroom. I don't know what this means...I THINK I know what this means...well, at least I hope I know what this means....ANYWAY - I think I wanna do something nice for her. I was thinking if we both PMed each other after each of us fixing a nice candlelight dinner, that would be a nice romantic surprise! I'm not gonna let her see this - SPACIEGIRL if you're reading this stop and don't read it! - so that way she won't know what I'm doing for her.
I'm gonna surprise her....it's gonna be nice.
I'm crushed, how could she do this to me, I thought we had such a good thing going, and now I hear THIS!
