... never meant to belong...?
Posted: Wed Dec 20, 2006 6:29 am
There's nothing like being away for a few days that kinda help a person put some things in perspective...
I've been away for a few days. A couple people here know why.
I come back to a nearly overwhelming amount of topics to get back to. Usually, I would have just jumped in like a fool and made myself go crazy from it all, but I decided not to, this time.
This time, I decided to go back to observing for a while, and look for an opening where I could post a good reply... I had a pretty hard time finding any.
Instead I found numerous topics filled with perversion which made me put more things into perspective...
There used to be a day when I would have joined in a topic filled with flirts and innuendos galore, but these days... I dunno... Maybe I'm just jaded (or something,) but it doesn't really do anything for me, anymore...
Take this message (if anyone's actually reading it) as you will... A cry for "help"... or maybe... something else.
It all just makes me feel like I don't belong here...
One of my signature lines, on a forum that went defunct long ago, used to be, "never meant to belong..." I can't help but be reminded of that, now....
The more people say that I don't belong, the more it makes me feel that way no matter how many times people say I do belong...
I've been away for a few days. A couple people here know why.
I come back to a nearly overwhelming amount of topics to get back to. Usually, I would have just jumped in like a fool and made myself go crazy from it all, but I decided not to, this time.
This time, I decided to go back to observing for a while, and look for an opening where I could post a good reply... I had a pretty hard time finding any.
Instead I found numerous topics filled with perversion which made me put more things into perspective...
There used to be a day when I would have joined in a topic filled with flirts and innuendos galore, but these days... I dunno... Maybe I'm just jaded (or something,) but it doesn't really do anything for me, anymore...
Take this message (if anyone's actually reading it) as you will... A cry for "help"... or maybe... something else.
It all just makes me feel like I don't belong here...
One of my signature lines, on a forum that went defunct long ago, used to be, "never meant to belong..." I can't help but be reminded of that, now....
The more people say that I don't belong, the more it makes me feel that way no matter how many times people say I do belong...